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hope-less
i’ve been in this uncomfortable mental headspace now for months. and i’d be lying if i said i wasn’t struggling. i’ve written extensively...

nicole calder
Oct 17, 20223 min read


Letting go
How? How do you let go? How do you let go of something you still want, but can’t have? This isn’t a trick question, nor is it a post with...

nicole calder
Dec 15, 20194 min read


A work in progress
The only thing that’s constant in life is change. Our state of mind is never guaranteed. That’s why striving for happiness is an...

nicole calder
Oct 13, 20195 min read


Connection is the ultimate antidepressant
Sport is a drug. And I was addicted to it. When I was cut from the United squad a few weeks ago, I went through some extreme withdrawals....

nicole calder
Nov 5, 20185 min read


A letter to Dallas Green
Dallas, I recently attended your concert at the Georgia Theatre, the second time I have been fortunate enough to see you perform live....

nicole calder
Apr 5, 20172 min read


The humbling nature of suffering
There is much to learn from being on the receiving end of a particular situation that has formerly caused significant pain and suffering....

nicole calder
Apr 5, 20175 min read


The contrast necessary in genuine appreciation
Is it possible to ever truly appreciate something without being exposed to the stark harshness of its contrasting and opposing...

nicole calder
Jan 10, 20176 min read


Unbecoming to become
“This is what being broken feels like. It feels like none of your body is connected. It feels like there’s emptiness all over; holes and...

nicole calder
Sep 21, 20164 min read
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